Tuesday, December 23, 2008

"krishnamanikku"

In my second world we have wings, not to fly
just to hold each other close, warm and safe.

Everything is seems to be dissolved under the wings

I have no eyelids
just a set of wings

under which you sleep free, till eternity

Saturday, December 6, 2008

writing

Why did i take break from writing? what was my expectation
from a language of my own?
FOr an answer I will have to go back to flux: the stage of flux demanded chaos. It made it explicit that I will not give you any fixed project. I myself have kept me far from an organized entity. That is not for ever, I have to try to gather my self at one point of time. That's why I have started another blog reflectiong yet another state of being where I will make attempts to find more effective tools to live and write and free.
Freeying myself. Liberating myself, is a euphemism for splitting me into too many parts and sending each one to different worlds without owning me. or is it that when i own myself i can take the liberty to give myself anywhere?

I have to resolve it and state because it hurts many.

It hurts me when I have to tell some dear one to hold, I belong nowhere, being everywhere.